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I cant believe it...... school is upon us once again which means summer 08 has ended!
Looking back it now...it was somewhat of a spectacle...lets take a look!
Well it all kicked off with my buddy kevin leaving jax for good....not only he was a co-worker but like one of my good buddies, so what did i do....i threw the biggest party ever ha. I mean everybody that is everybody came...The night seemed it would end well, but it didnt, his ex-girlfriend show up with her friends, crashed the party with a sense of drama...next thing you know we have over 12 over people fighting out in the driveway. I felt like shit..for starters i was caught in this whole shit and two i didnt want him going home in such a bad after taste feeling. However ever since hes moved back, they started dating...relationships are complex huh?
After all that, I had the option to move back home but with kevin going back i ended up taking the remaining two month on his lease so i can stay in jax over the summer. Shazam!!! Next thing you know, i felt like i was the new "kevin", and by that i mean more confident, less insecure, more flirtatious, just down right a better level of myself. Not only that but I was living in one of the famous Lamba Chi houses.....things were going great.
As June was rolling by, we had a couple of transfers to my workplace...one of them was Kristy. She just graduated from FSU and moved back to jax to get settled again. I swear the moment i saw her i was CRAZY about her, though the entire time during her first day i thought she wouldnt give a like myself a chance giving the fact that she's smart, gorgeous, and just hilarious. Though irony played its part as her personality instantaniously clicked with mine...I had never felt such strong feeling since a couple of years back. So 3 weeks rolled by and i felt i ready to be in a serious relationship again....and then it happened, deja vu from the previous summer occurred and she got offered a job she had been waiting for a long time, which resulted in her moving back to Tally....I was really sad, but at the same time happy for her...maybe since we werent really a couple officially it made it easier to accept, though I tell you what I talk to her 3 or 4 times a week and I feel like she cares about me in some sense, something ive been waiting for a while, she really wants me to come and visit....dont know with how hectic work and school will be in the future...well see =/
Well after all that, i needed something great to lift my spirits up...thank god my older brother's wedding was around corner. Now like ive said in previous post...this was prob the event i was waiting for all year long. Really this that kind of event why you may ask? Well for starters I was the best man! I felt like a king(other than my brother lol). Also some relatives from my native country of Ecuador came up and wow it was awesome since its been almost a decade since my last glimpse of them. But really the best part out of all this was just the vacation itself. First starting in Hartford then down to NYC then New Haven, just feeling the difference of the enviroment compare to the south was amazing.Highlight of my year so far....
Heading back to jax was a little weird, see for the first time since our breakup...i had a lot of encounters with my last serious Ex. I know I know, some of you have talked to me about the couple of past entries including her, and well I dont know i guess after seeing and hearing from her so many times....I was confused...See here's the deal for some reason I still care for this girl very much, in a way I only do for a certain people who are close to me. I guess I should say this now before i continue to hide it in my head.....that breakup that we had...it seems physically it went away, but mentally it still comes back...in my dreams, when i ponder, when i hear a song, and well yeah you get the point, the truth is the teddy bear with the card thing...it made me feel good since i know i did something nice for you and for the first time in a long time i went to sleep peacefully with no dreams or nightmares. I dont know exactly what intrigued me to do it...but i knew i had to...well after our last talk....i feel really at peace with myself and us....i needed that, I will always LOVE you and hopefully you know that and I will continue to wish the very best for you!
Well enough of that emo stuff ha, onto brighter aspects. So during the early stages of August we were set to move into our new place when the fucking landlord for the place backed out and once again we were back to the drawing board. Time I was running out and the other two fellas were out of town, so i went the extra mile and pulled an all nighter and found this condo. And walla! were all moved in and the area is amazing(knock on wood since its Duval lol). Since i did a lot of the research and other chaotic crap, I was rightfully given the master....its great your own bathroom, closet, huge bathtub,.....oh yeah!!
So with that the 2008 Fall Semester at UNF had begun and well it feels good to be back. This semester shall be interesting with so many things in the making...Hopefully ending the year in a good note....
Till next time!
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